Barking Mad

There are some days that aren't even worth chewing through the restraints.

Last night was not one of them. Seems as if some of the inmates escaped Cracker Box palace.

They may seem normal in public, but hidden behind carefully placed avatar and what they consider to be witty profile names, lurks the heart of evil.

Now the Robkats have been known for their share of snark. But deep down all we truly strive for is Peace, Love, Happiness and Rob!!!

But lately we have had what Rob would call "infiltrators" causing fuckery on our favorite place to Robsess.

MAJOR FUCKERY!!! You don't attack peeps personally on the blog, on reviews for videos or reviews for fan fiction. That is just evidence of utter lack of class and intelligence.

We were all put on this planet (unfortunately for some) to try and get along.

I'm going to try...Not promising anything...

I just want Peace, Love and Rob. More importantly...I just love Rob to peices!!!!

Make Me Smile

So yeah.... I just had to do it. He has been giving me thrills and chills all week! Thanks Rob Pattinson for making a gal smile...Come see me anytime!

And....now the apology after the hysteria....

So peeps...it was the one pap who caused the misery of today. From other eyewitness accounts, the fans were more than respectful. My apologies.

Please understand that I find this incredibly talented young man to be charismatic, funny, and so freaking normal it's adorable.

I loathe the idea that this business will jade him. That fans and paps will cause him to turn his back on all of us before we get to witness the full brilliance of his white hot talent.

Rob...you have legions of fans who think the world of you. Please don't let the assholes who make a living off of you color your opinion on what the fans really want from you.

I'm happy enough with publicity stills, thumbnails from interviews, movie trailers...etc.

I am going to have to learn not to support the paps and their god awful intrusions. Someone get me to a 12 step program for Rob Pattinson photos stat!!!!

ENOUGH IS FUCKING ENOUGH!!!!

WHO IN THEIR RIGHT FUCKING MINDS SEEMS TO THINK IT IS OKAY FOR ANYONE AND I MEAN ANYONE TO INVADE THE PERSONAL SPACE OF ROBERT PATTINSON TO THE POINT THAT IT BECOMES ALMOST A MORTAL DANGER?!!!

I am so fucking pissed at the sick, twisted, hormonally challenged twifucks who seem to think that Robert Pattinson is public property and not a person. A REAL LIVE PERSON!!!!

A person who can get killed by a taxicab because he is running from your idiot peabrained antics of trying to attack him! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING!!!!????????????????

I hope to God when you stupid bitches go to bed tonight that you hang your head in shame. I hope that the picture of Rob Pattinson getting clipped by a cab because he was running from your stupid ass haunts you as you try to sleep.

How fucking dare you! How dare you give those of us who respect him first and foremost for the loving, gently human being that he is a bad name because now his fans are sure to be painted with the same digusting brush.

Congratulations. You just chased him away. Perhaps once his committments are done he will turn his back on us forever. Are you proud of yourself? Was it worth it?

I have such a bitter taste in my mouth for stupidity......

One year later....

One year later....

This time last year I was new to my obsession with all things Twilight and Robert Pattinson.

Now I feel almost alienated to a certain degree. My friends don't understand why this has gone on as long as it has.

I once congratulated myself for stepping out of my comfort zone and trying something new. Now I feel ineffectual, angry, hurt, and confused.

I have had a lot of fun over the last year but I am starting to have feelings of resentment that I just can't shake. Maybe it's time to quit.

Rob....I will never quit you. You have a fan in me for as long as you need me. You have my support.

Maybe I should just take a page from your book and keep slogging on through all the crap. Every once a while something happens that makes it all worth it. Right now though...not so much.

Let me hear from you if you even happen to read this post. I'm curious if any of you have ever felt the same way......

P.S. This photo just kills me. He's so etherally beautiful in this shot!!!