The end of the Road?

Today I am mourning the loss of some really good friends. I am running on very little sleep and I'm just wanting to sink into that black, dreamless hole of oblivion to get away from the pain.

My pride and anger caused me to do something so incredibly rash that now I feel as if the earth has stopped spinning, my heart has stopped beating and I stand alone knowing it was all my fault.

Friends are a precious commodity. Don't turn your backs on them in a moment of anger like I did. Trust me....it fucking hurts like sliding down a razor blade only to land in a pool of rubbing alcohol.

I only hope in time they can find it in their hearts to forgive me....

Gallery of infinate hotness!!!!

Dear God....

Have I told you lately how much I have to praise you for this? This beautiful work of art that constantly reminds me of how great you are? Thank you! Oh....Thank You!!!!

I Just Want To Make Love To You

Judging a man by the company he keeps!

Dear Rob,


They say a lot can be said about a man by the company he keeps. Well on Monday night, August 3, 2009 I got to meet some of your best friends. Can I just say how impressed I was with them?

Seriously....Sam is an amazing performer. He really knows how to connect with a crowd and I was feeling so lucky to witness and be a part of such an experience.

What made the experience even better? Marcus Foster.

Marcus got on stage with Sam and played a couple of songs with him. We were all treated to a wonderful impromptu jam session and just got swept away by the absolute joy of music that these two friends share!

Thanks Rob for introducing us to some wonderfully talented, funny, warm, gifted and genuine people! Says a lot about who you are....I am forever in your debt!


Laura, Marcus Foster and Me!!!

Sam Bradley and I - Austin 2009

Sam gives great hugs!!!

Sam signing a poster for a friend of mine!!

I puffy heart you Sam Bradley!!!

BRING IT PATTINSON!

Dear Rob....

It's bad enough that you've tortured me non freaking stop for the last 35 days shooting "Remember Me."

Yeah. No problem here remembering you Sweet Cheeks.

But do you have to keep doing photo shoots like this? I mean seriously....I about damn near passed out when I saw these today!

Thank God this old cougar had her delicious young boy toy near by. Boy toy said to thank you by the way....

I guess I also owe you a debt of gratitude as well. See, I was having total writer's block on my story on a freaking lemon of all things. Yeah...writer's block was blown into oblivion today! Now my poor brain is inundated with all the insanely hot images of wet, rough looking and just sinfully sexy you. We're talking baskets of fucking lemons!

So, off I go to pick my favorite lemon...see ya between the sheets later Baby!

BRING IT PATTINSON!!!

Barking Mad

There are some days that aren't even worth chewing through the restraints.

Last night was not one of them. Seems as if some of the inmates escaped Cracker Box palace.

They may seem normal in public, but hidden behind carefully placed avatar and what they consider to be witty profile names, lurks the heart of evil.

Now the Robkats have been known for their share of snark. But deep down all we truly strive for is Peace, Love, Happiness and Rob!!!

But lately we have had what Rob would call "infiltrators" causing fuckery on our favorite place to Robsess.

MAJOR FUCKERY!!! You don't attack peeps personally on the blog, on reviews for videos or reviews for fan fiction. That is just evidence of utter lack of class and intelligence.

We were all put on this planet (unfortunately for some) to try and get along.

I'm going to try...Not promising anything...

I just want Peace, Love and Rob. More importantly...I just love Rob to peices!!!!

Make Me Smile

So yeah.... I just had to do it. He has been giving me thrills and chills all week! Thanks Rob Pattinson for making a gal smile...Come see me anytime!