Just because I want to tell her the same damn thing....

More of us are coming out of the woodwork...

Hallelujah!  Finally those of us who have been trodded upon, despised, ridiculed and downright treated like shit because we don't buy into the Robsten bullshit are coming out of the woodwork to tell our side.  No more are we going to hide our disdain for the ultimate hyped romance of the century!

Do I believe Rob and Kristen are friends...yes I do.

Do I believe that Kristen has been making a serious effort to change her public personna?  Yes, I do.  But I have my reasons for that.  One is the fact that she is maturing and learning.  Secondly, you don't think for a second that the studios who are now banking on Rob didn't put HER through some kind of media training so that she doesn't diminish his current shooting stardom right now?

I'm tired of being quiet about this crap.  I'm so over all the crap I put some people through last year.  But...I'm not going to hide anymore.  I'm tired of being silent.  I'm tired of being made to feel like I'm some wild animal. 

I'm a NONSTEN and proud of it.  Don't like it?  Tough.  I don't give a shit.

OH HELL! Where did the time go?

Alright people. I owe you a big apology. An incredibly huge apology.

I disappeared off the damned radar.

Yeah...met a boy, kissed him...and I liked him!

So much so that we are getting ready to move in together tomorrow. What does this have to do with Rob Pattinson...Um....Um....

Here's the skinny (kinda like Rob in his FOL's in Brazil)...

My SO has only an inkling of my Robsession. When I start to unpack boxes in our new home he's gonna know just how bad it is. Now granted it's slowed quite a bit since I have a real man to do the things to me that I fantasized about Rob doing. Better yet...this man makes me forget who I am at times!

Still, I'm worried that he's going to think that I'm just a relentless cougar with a huge sexual appetite. **TEE HEE**

So my SO is 2 years younger...do I still qualify as a cougar? As far as the relentless sexual appetite? Well you know what they say about younger men and older women..... LOL!!!!

Hello Gorgeous

A month!  It's been a month since I posted my latest Robsessiveness!  I am remiss!!!  Thanks to Goz, Kate, and Kat at Robsessed for finding this video.

OH....HOLY HELL....THIS IS A PANTY SCORCHER!!!!!

Is Bella Swan that fucking special?

I've sat here for days, not reading any of the hype, not paying attention to the media blitz. I am reticent. "Eclipse" was my favorite book out of the series. As much as I hated Jake for being a pushy shit, he was fighting for something he believed in.

Edward was and is always too righteous for his own good. Who died and made him the Lord and Protector of Bella Swan?

And while we are on the subject of Bella Swan....What makes her so fucking special? She whines, she manipulates, she is one lucky bitch to have two of the hottest guys on the planet fighting over her...

What makes her so damn special? Seriously...I want to know. Is it because we all put ourselves in her place because of the first person tense of the story, or do we really have this diabolical need to live precariously through her?

Granted...don't get me wrong. Spending time in a tent with two fuckhot guys can't be all that bad. I think she likes playing hard to get. It gives her power. And she utilizes the fuck out of it.

Yep. I officially hate Bella Swan.

Freeze Frame - Chapter 30 Teaser Time Y'all

“Your parents already know don’t they?” I sat there watching Edward’s fingers flex and unflex around the head of the stick shift. It was putting very naughty thoughts into my head and I forced myself to look out the window to see where we were going.

“Yes. I told them. I also told them everything that happened in Chicago. My father gave me some very interesting insight into the history of my family.”

I glanced back over at Edward. “So this is the reason you and I are going on a picnic? To tell me about your family? Jesus. It must be bad if you are buttering me up with your mother’s cooking and a picnic.”

Edward chuckled. “Oh yeah. Nothing beats blueberry muffins to take away the sting of ill gotten gains.”

“Great. I go from one criminal to another.” I snorted.

Edward’s eyes flashed at me. “Admit it Swan. You like the idea of me being a bad boy.”

I nodded and we both grinned as I scooted over to sit closer to him. I put my hand of the back of his neck and gently tugged at the hair there. It was always so silky soft.

“I just like the idea of you. Period. But being back here in Forks does bring back a lot of memories. Memories that I wish could be just a touch different.”

Edward pulled my hand away from the back of his neck and brought it to his lips.

“Then get ready for a new memory. One that should have happened a long time ago.”

Underwhelmed and Over It!

Dear Kristen,

Too little. Too late.

You can smile all you want, try to even pretend that you actually give a shit about the MTV awards. Hell...you even surprised us and actually said Thank You to the Twilight Franchise.

I hate to say it...but Rob standing behind you in that picture?......Yeah. I may need help for the psychotic fantasies running through my head right now. Can't even begin to say how many of us Twilight fans want to be in that position.

I'm so tired of you.

I'm tired of your boredom towards the fans. I'm tired of your incessant need to bite the hand that feeds you. I'm tired of your condescending attitude. I'm just flat ass tired of you.

Want to hear the sad part...? I am debating on whether I actually want to line your pockets on opening day with my hardearned money. I love the Twilight Saga and your ungrateful ass is ruining it for me.

I'm sure my love and devotion to RPattz will win out in the long run. That and the fact that "Eclipse" was my fav book in the series.

If MTV gave out awards for best couple...It would so be Rob and Taylor.

Your less than energetic performance as Bella in "New Moon" makes me dread "Eclipse" even more. Oh well. There is always Jackson and Nikki to look at. Plus...Xavier Samuel just might steal the show....

So take some time to really appreciate your fans. Seriously. You would be nowhere without them.